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The official music video to my XXXTENTACION - Jocelyn Flores Remix.
Lyrics: I know you're somewhere, somewhere I've been trapped in my mind, girl, just holdin' on I don't wanna pretend we're somethin', we're nothin' I've been stuck thinkin' 'bout her, I can't hold on
I been wandering, for a minute now For a year, yeah I feel it's time to get it now Feel I should eat my blood or just spit it out Cause it hit me in my gut, and I won't live without, you Lost the girl of my dreams Lost the girl that I need Find a girl that I see everyday for a week When it's done she would leave she would understand the real me and see me but she wouldn't reel me, in, cause she could feel my sins She knows what I've done, and she can't forgive Cause my mind is so dark you can't see anything You can't see what is wrong, you can't see what I live You can't see I skipped work for a suicide attempt You can't understand I need her in my life I Don't need a girlfriend, I need a wife
So now I'm taking medication, to numb all the pain In form of cigarettes, weed and novacane Prescriptions from my therapist, whatever gives me ease Mixing liquor with imozops, so I can fall asleep Morphine for when I'm stressed out, and need to relax But have to be able to do my job, and take a cab In the beginning, I didn't even flinch it for a minute I just did it occasionally, no way I was addicted But I am